curbdrop out of grace

poem for a friend who is a stupid girl

watching sand,
slipping though my hand,
i don't understand,
why some of you can't,
watching helplessly,
silent lips mouthing,
as i try selflessly,
to save your heartbreaking,
your heart,
and his,
crossed fingers,
as your lips,
cast a spell,
for awhile,
all is well,
and then hell,
promised,
didn't,
playing,
but shouldn't,
crazy lazy,
making maybes,
intentions hazy,
feelings betraying,
confuse,
abuse,
used,
lose,
the shit is overdue.

this isn't the end,
but the beginning of the end,
and i won't be with you,
in the end,
because you are wrong,
you were never right,
not this time,
and it's not fine,
it's not okay,
it'll never be okay,
to act selfishly,
to act in this way,
you're not a child,
so don't act so wild,
don't be in denile,
don't fake your smile,
you're going to break his heart again my friend,
you're going to break his heart again my friend,
and in the end, which is coming near,
i fear the worst and know,
i won't be here.

posted by fillshe @ 12:33 AM