curbdrop out of grace

is it nice to be home?

if you need direction, i'll be your guide
for all time.

i call when i think of you. you call after i call. and that sucks.

i wonder if part of the appeal is this:

kurt said it best when he wrote, "i miss the comfort of being sad." and i do. and i wonder if whenever i think of you, both the sad and happy feelings mix into a thread of longing that my tired body hangs from and i both hate and love that sadness.

lingers.

i need a new body. some body. back aches while back tracking

posted by fillshe @ 10:26 PM