curbdrop out of grace

aweful paper towels stand tall like sound

i'm just killing libido before i fall asleep

is it possible to be asexual? kate told me on the radio this morning, she heard someone talk about how he is asexual to both men and women.

obviously it's not the biological term of asexual which means reproduction through one's self.

but this means not having libido at all, and in this person's case, for men and/or women.

and apparently this guy was miserable because every time a girl wanted to fuck, he felt like he wasn't into her because he didn't want to fuck or be fucked. he just wanted to be.

i had always thought that it would be a blessing to not have a libido, so i wouldn't want for fuck fests and i wouldn't worry about that deal, about that aspect of life. which for men, consumes 90% or more of time and mind. but maybe it would suck? i don't know. i'm not convinced until i try it. how to try? maybe burn off my gonads with a forest fire?

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. all work and no play makes phil a blue balled boy.

i wonder if pat and kate will read this. i hate you two for getting engaged before i died.

posted by fillshe @ 12:00 AM