curbdrop out of grace

song for myself

indifferent love

when i'm with you,
i lose myself,
i'm not the same when i'm by myself.
i choose my thoughts,
i change my laugh,
to the way i think you'd want me to act.

you always seemed to have a way,
where you'd always get your way.

i didn't care,
i compromised,
so indifferent that i let you decide.

when i'm with you,
like a disguise,
my friends don't recognize when i walk by.
look fake to them,
am fake to you,
but i pretend because you'd want me to.

you always seemed to have a way,
where you'd always get your way.

i didn't care,
i compromised,
so indifferent that i let you decide.

this is my life without control,
but this is the only way i've ever known.

i didn't care,
i compromised,
so indifferent that i let you decide.

but i love you,
but i love you,
now i'm pretty sure,
you love me too.

you're pretty,
i'm pretty sure,
you're pretty,
i'm pretty sure.

posted by fillshe @ 6:20 PM