curbdrop out of grace

another one thanks katie!

the words that you spoke,
i want you to know,
i've realized,
they were all lies,
you thought you'd get away with,
but didn't think you'd contradict,
but you did,
you did,
when you did,
with him,
you said those words so eagerly,
but you didn't reserve them just for me,
and i now doubt when you told me that you love,
that i the only one you were thinking of,
now a year removed,
so many memories bruised,
the good ones confused,
with the dark ones that you,
gave me on that day,
a gift forced to take,
although i didn't choose i gave too,
the innocent part of my soul to you,
and now what's missing,
more than before,
what i'm wishing,
is an ending,
i don't want to feel this anymore.

posted by fillshe @ 11:37 PM