curbdrop out of grace

i don't know why,
i, on that day,
had a desire,
inspired,
to stay,
i wanted to know,
how it felt,
to grow old,
so i laid down,
and stayed,
caught in,
between,
beginning and ends,
midlife crisis,
age twenty,
tired of hunger,
eager for slumber,
all that i suffer,
in good company,
with my disease.
temporary,
relief,
stale breath,
released,
denial,
increased,
withdrawl,
defeat.
all that you suffer is all that you are,
and so i became life,
everything,
everything.

posted by fillshe @ 11:53 AM