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i was listening to some songs today at work and it felt like my heart was breaking

side note i think part of this is due to withdrawl from cancer sticks.

also another sidenote is i think i will be smoking many this weekend. up in smoke.

and is side note sidenote or side note. did anyone just understand that? also sidenote/side note, i remember heather menzies says that term a lot. i also remember she didn't get me a free beer at the concession stand she works at in oakyard yard on the date of my birth. thanks.

and fuck using quotations already. if you didn't understand what i'm saying or what i said, then reread. and if you still don't get it, then give up and jump out the window.*

*unless you're only on the first story. then climb up to the top floor of said structure and then jump. if you survive, wash rinse and repeat.

ok back to the heart breaking. i really like listening to sad emotional songs that make me feel like i'm 15% homosexual. men with feelings = fag = cigarette = happiness

and so i associate certain heart breakings and certain songs with certain people and moments in my life and so i was thinking about certains today in the drive in and that just makes the song so much better. better as in sadder.

billy was right, i like sad stuff. cobain screams "i miss the comfort of being sad." how great is that?

you might understand that line as in you understand what that means. english mother fucker, you speak it. that's probably it though for most of you. because unless you've been, you don't know. and if you don't know, then i'm glad for you. and i hope you never know.

my favorite song of all time is take me down to the infirmary by cracker (ddl). it's about just being around people so you don't feel so sad or lonely. it's about being around people so you don't have to drink or sleep alone.

posted by fillshe @ 10:09 AM