curbdrop out of grace

for the same thing

i watched garden state yesterday. i watched about 2/5th prior to jeane's (1 of 3 housemates)friends came here. then i stopped and hung out with them. jane and mayer (and lindsay) came out with us for a bit before jane and mayer and i went back to my place to chill. we watched the tv broadcast of scarface. i hate commericials and the fact they bleep out swearwords that you know they are saying.

then i watched the last 3/5th of garden state.

to be honest i had always wanted to watch but never got the chance. i know the soundtrack. love it more than i love myself. the shins "new slang" song is unbelievable. it's so funny that natalie portman's character says something like, "you have to listen to this song as it'll change your life." i wouldn't go SO far as saying that with me but i did feel something instantly the first time i heard that song a year ago. electricity.

i miss missy. i go through periods of time when i know... and it just is the worse really. and then i get out of my mind and live life for some time period and don't think of her nearly as much. but she's always there and always watching over whichever new interest is in my life. best and worst. broken tears.

i'm not sure what to do about things anymore and it'd be great if i could just stop worrying and thinking about but that's not how i am.

posted by fillshe @ 12:23 PM