curbdrop out of grace

for love not lisa

tonite i found on my parent's computer, this conversation over messenger that i had with this girl a few years ago.

i opened the file and began reading it and then stopped. i didn't get to the "good" part. well i mean i'm assuming there was a reason why i saved the conversation.

i stopped because it was so wierd even reading what i had written. it didn't seem like things i would say, well not really because it did seem like it. i don't know how to describe it. it was just wierd.

and i didn't read on becuase for whatever reason, i feel like whatever that conversation was, it was a good moment in my life. and i don't want to taint it now by reading it out of the context in which it was originally created. if that makes any sense.

i just want to keep that good moment pure.

posted by fillshe @ 10:07 PM