curbdrop out of grace

mommy, i liked superman better when he wasn't paralyzed and shit-pissing himself

friend keith emailed me this link:

http://www.patheticpersonals.com/

supposed to go to guitar center tomorrow with libby and los primos. it's always fun to play with guitars that are completely unaffordable.

libby took one of the poems i posted on this site and has converted it into lyrics for a song that we'll play. and it sounds fantastic. he's so talented when it comes to finding the word-flow that floats on top of the melody of a guitar lick.

i could have stated that better and more poetic.

libby, you can change the lyrics to make it fit better (of course). however you asked me tonite if the poem i wrote meant anything, and it surely does. it's a poem about ram and other people. that's the inspiration. you can still change the words as needed as i'll always have the poem (or until google takes down my site because it offends people or causes cancer in lab mice or causes people to actually THINK, or something else horrific...

now i'm not sure if she has a boyfriend. which is always interesting to me...

interesting = wrist cutting

but i met another girl who was very cute and such. but she's a teacher or wanna be teacher (doesn't really have an official post to teach). and i always think that 99% of teachers (maybe this only applies to women) are pretty conservative and boring.

but who knows. i guess i really don't care about either girl that much. but like my friend dira said to me the other nite, "i just feel like i need a crush to move on from another crush."

i just need to have a Potential waiting in the shadows at all time to occupy my time and satisfy that inner thing in me that i call "hope".

hope is like the rotting corpse of christopher reeves: better off deeply buried in a pine box.

by the way, i forget if i didn't say/write this before or if i already wrote this or said this to someone (so i may be repeating this thought)...

christopher reeves has always had a better chance of walking as a un-dead zombie than he did when he was pseudo-living and trying to "educate" the world of his form of handicap and selfishly find a cure.

posted by fillshe @ 2:53 AM