curbdrop out of grace

the masked unit

so i think my brain works like this.

i have a bucket. and i get all these random thoughts, which can be represented by different liquids, like dr. pepper, dr. m, and mr. pib.

anyway, i often feel i'm overwhelmed by different fluids all being dumped into the bucket all at once. and what comes out is a concoction of mixed waste. and although people can taste all the parts that make up the whole, they, along with myself, miss the entire, pure, separate thoughts as they should have been. they/i just get left over yucca.

and eventually, the bucket overflows and leaves a stain on the carpet. and i dump out before more of a mess is created, but there's always this stain.

and eventually there's enough stains that what was once white is now a brownish black of mixed years.

and at times, i find myself purposely dumping alcohol into the bucket to fill it up quicker.

but that just makes things taste more bitter.

posted by fillshe @ 11:34 PM