curbdrop out of grace

maybe some bad mayo. it was runny.

(ddl) letdown, by radiohead.

i love the guitar work in this song. about 2 years ago, i tried to play this song. but it was so random and without a drummer or anything else, it just seemed to sound off. but it's such a great song. it was by far my favorite off ok computer for a long long time.

but (ddl) no suprises is so good. (ddl) electioneering is rockin. (ddl) exit music (for a film) is great. exit music was in the ending credits of william shakespeare's romeo and juliet. but the song was retracted come soundtrack time. (ddl) lucky is great too. "kill me sara, kill me again with love. it's going to be a glorious day."

(ddl) karma police is good, but i fear overrated. the video is interesting.

i noticed this girl i work with has these terrible bad habits of always playing with her hair when she's nervous, and she's always nervous around me (i think she's afraid to make me mad or disappoint me... she's only been working here for like 3 weeks or a bit more and already asked me one day if i hated her and asked what she did to make me mad at her.)

mwwwhahaha.

also isn't that funny though that her playing with her hair drives me absolutely crazy in the sense that i'm so annoyed, NOT turned on. she also says the word "true" a lot, like when i tell her something she didn't know or direct her in the way she should handle things, she says, "true." it's so annoying.

and it's little things like that that drive me crazy and let me know i could never even be good friends with a person like that. sorry, i know this really is MY fault as i'm just being so petty and childish but i just can't help noticing and getting more enraged each time these things happen.

but thinking about it, it's these little things that piss the fuck out of me but with people i like or love, it's these little things that you sort of look past and the little things that make you like or love someone. isn't it wierd how attraction/repulsion works?

it reminds me of this movie i love and have been making people watch, called wet hot american summer. at one point in time in the movie, this guy is telling a girl why he loves her. he lists positive things like, "i love they way you laugh, and i love the way your hair smells." but he also lists negative things, but in a postive way saying, "and i don't care that you're bull-legged, and i don't care that you're bi-lingual." and that's how a sign that you're in love. when you don't care about little petty things that normally would bug you to death.

posted by fillshe @ 3:33 PM