never comes
i was waiting in the kitchen just now for my lunch to finish heating. and these two girls (one married and one in a serious relationship and has a kid with a separate man) asked me if i was seeing anyone.
of course i said no as i looked sheepishly to the ground. actually i didn't either sheepishly or to the ground. i don't know why i described it like that.
there's nothing wrong with being single. i told them, no i'm not dating anyone because i can't find anyone dateable nor am i really THAT dateable.
they said that i must be picky. and i agreed.
here is how i see it.
the majority of the people in the world are idiots because they really settle way too quickly without really (over) thinking as i have about what really matters, what one really needs, how one really acts/reacts/etc to others and circumstances and etc. priorities really aren't straight or are clouded by momentary lapses of reason. i also have these lapses.
anyway, most people in the states seem to be miller lite or bud lite drinkers. they like what the common person likes. cheap and in large quantities. they don't care about the taste. sure it's less filling perhaps than a heartier beer. it's what they grew up with and so over the years, they just sort of took it as their default. it just happened. they didn't resist.
and then there are some of us who really are picky. we want to drink a filling beer. we don't need to drink as many because we're not drinking to get stupid. we're drinking to enjoy the taste and the buzz. and yeah it's more expensive and heavier. and yes it's hard sometimes as one wants a real beer while they are surrounded or at least it seems they are surrounded by people who are all into american cheap ass shite beer.
this was a stupid thought. control. alt. delete.
posted by fillshe @ 12:48 PM
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