curbdrop out of grace

either or neither nor

i'm wearing this long sleeve blue shirt that i like a lot to work today. now i'm saying this because i haven't worn it all fall/winter/spring to work because one of my coworkers in my immediate group also owns this exact shirt and he wears it like once every 7 work days or something like that. but today, i feel lucky. today, i feel like a plane could crash into the back of my skull.

we shall see.

apparently it's admin day or something. i never ask my admin for anything. still it would be nice to give something, but i think this is just a made up hallmark holiday anyway.

i was listening to elliott smith on the way in. the song, "say yes" (ddl). that song is so meaningful to me. "i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl who's still around the morning after./ crooked spin can't come to rest, i'm damaged bad at best, she'll decide what she wants, i'll probably be the last to know, no one says until it shows, see how it is, EITHER THEY WANT YOU OR THEY DON'T, say yes."

sorry i just wrote half the lyrics out but they are important. that's why i don't care about randoms and i don't apply myself and shit. i want a girl who's there the morning after. and the morning after that, and so on.

day 2 might not be so terrible.

sidenote: the girl who's profile i described in the last posting, well her name is missy but not the same missy. but i think that's interesting as missy is a pretty unique name from my limited experience (i would imagine it would be more common in rural communities but in the form of missy-joe, missy-beth, or missy-cheeseburger-elliott). but i think it's interesting as they are completely different. that's not so suprising but it is. but it isn't.

oh last thing, i saw this fucking truck sitting on the offramp in traffic this morning. it pulled off the road, went into the ditch, climbed out, and went back onto the freeway. it was exciting to see this all while crawling at 3mph through rush hour. that's the first time i've seen that manuver in real time.

posted by fillshe @ 7:55 AM