curbdrop out of grace

plus i'm still down about it

"because when i take a hint i take it really hard. and when you broke my heart you broke it into shards, of glass."

your sweet voice, by the reindeer section (ddl).

"oh i miss how we talked about the little things." (same fucking song)

i hate will and grace gay.

the other day someone at work asked me to come help her. she always askes me to help her as i am decently good (above average) with excel while she is not competitant with even simple shortcut executions like cut and paste. sidenote: knowing how to use excel in an above-idiot status is essential for our job.

anyway, so i go over there because i'm sort of awesome at what i do (seriously) and feel like i need to share my skillz with the paupers. so i go over to help and she's looking up shit on www.match.com . now i don't care if anyone uses that. that's not the issue. the issue is she's doing this at work instead of working. then again honestly when i walked over, i expected her to be chatting away with her friends on messenger. i guess it's about the same. i just hate jobbers. i call them fivers at work. FIVERS. as in nine-to-five(r). whatever. she sucks anyway as she is so annoying. and she like most people know when i don't like them. i don't think i fake interest very well. i don't fake caring what someone has to say when i don't really care. i just stare. i just look away. i think of other things. i'm always thinking of other things.

"please don't look at me. i am such a mess. i will beat your love out of my chest." where i fall, by the reindeer section (ddl).

the worst thing you can be to me is boring. to be average. to be uninteresting. you don't have to be pretty. you don't have to be smart. you don't have to like death cab for cutie or wes anderson movies. you just need to be interesting.

you have to think i'm interesting. if you don't get or understand what i'm saying or what i'm about, then i have no doubt that you will dislike me as much as i dislike you. actually, i'll probably dislike you more. them the rules.

what's with the misspellings of both purple and strawberries?

posted by fillshe @ 9:45 PM