curbdrop out of grace

normal sides include cole slaw and melancholoy

my grandpa used to say, "let's boil the potatos and then discuss what we're having for dinner."

the point of this is the pre-empted decision of what is and what will never be before the circumstances arise for discusion and action.

also note my grandpa(s) died before i was born.

i often think about missed opportunties and have doubts about the decisions made and the outcomes that resulted. and i hate it when there's a clear x vs y decision that needs to be made that will inevitably change the outcome of my life. i have always wished so badly that life was more like a video game with the ability to save and hit the reset button.

if life was like a video game though, i am certain the ending would be disappointing with just the words "Game Over" flashing in a bland fashion.

i think it would be so great if at viewings for the deceased, if there were this technology invented that would allow for all the memories of the dead to be shown on screen with the soundtrack of their lives playing in the background. and it would be so cool to see at the end, all the credits and special thanks to all the players.

would i appear in your credits as a main or as a minor character?

posted by fillshe @ 12:57 AM