curbdrop out of grace

more drugs than i should

i'm not dead
this isn't happening

love is like a cornshit. sometimes it hurts. kernal and all.

so i haven't blogged in a long time. reasoning is multi-fold.
1. seeing someone new and have spent much time outside of office with
2. been sick

speaking of the latter, i have set a personal best this morning for fever temp, at 103.7 F. Fuck you johnny 103. now there's a phily 103.

i feel like shit and didn't work today. and i won't be tomorrow either. i went to the doctors and hopefully they will have results of my blood work soon, for i fear i may have contracted mono or some other wierd shit.

and i quit smoking a few days ago. my throat hurts. this kind of happened on accident, coinciding with the illness. but whatever works and motivates right?

so a million little pieces or whatever the fuck is the new bible. controversy up the ass. who cares if it's real or not real. that's the point, it's what you take from it and make it your own that is important. and again, i'm speaking on both books. that's what i learned from the buddha.

tylenol pm is kicking in so i will sleep now by the fire

posted by fillshe @ 10:58 PM