we love you very very very very very very much. wait did i say, love, i meant hate.
just a moment?
feeling empty like my wallet or the bottle now take your pick,
my money's always leaving me being converted into happiness,
but there's not a straight translation losing heat when converted,
but it's easy to keep trying as the liquids are unlimited.
know i'm skinny like a razor but i'm feeling a bit overweight,
got a lot of bullshit on my mind don't feel like anyone can relate,
packing worries on like pounds i look different my friends say,
now with headaches and cold fevers is it me or something i ate?
feeling like a bird in winter that was left and lost by the flock,
with calendars counting days as the temp continues to drop,
but it's no way to live always with one eye on the clock,
wishing the weather was so different but the bleeding never stops.
i want things to be different,
no one's meant to be like this,
i know that there is happiness,
i once found it when we kissed,
but the moment was just a moment,
and it vanished like you did,
i'm been searching since that moment figuring how to regain it.
found my own personal jesus in the form of the drugs i smoke,
make my prayers every morning don't know if he hears but it helps me cope,
gets my mind out of the gutter replacing odds for manufactured hope,
devoting too much time with religion starting to doubt with every choke.
noting all my thoughts and failures in some prose that you call art,
you wonder how i'm so poetic i don't agree i am it's not hard,
just write down all your damn excuses of why your life fell apart,
show them all the jagged remnants of your exagerated broken heart.
felt so happy then she left me now depressed that's how it works,
don't need a degree in psychology to figure out just why it hurts,
but she was no good for me so take comfort for what it's worth,
don't believe there's anyone perfectly for me on this earth.
i want things to be different,
no one's meant to be like this,
i know that there is happiness,
i once found it when we kissed,
but the moment was just a moment,
and it vanished like you did,
i'm been searching since that moment figuring how to regain it.
posted by fillshe @ 2:58 PM
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