curbdrop out of grace

this will be my crippling defeat

someone tell keith i'm not doing his damn tourney. box that means you.

i am too tired and busy this week to care about spending my usual 4 hours analyzing every fujin pick. whatever.

so instead, i just entered into 3 free ones (free because ad reps want to seduce me with fantasy sports). i have a chance to win a trip to jamica, satellite radio, etc. so fuck winning 50% of some shite pot that i'll never win anyway. (well actually i got 3rd this one time).

the reason for this is this. by the way i'm going to talk about this without ever mentioning what it is i'm talking about. try and figure it out.

ok so the reason for this is this. people don't get it and don't like it so you end up trying to hide from people who are closed minded. it's laughable, but it's also hideable and necessary to both not care and care, because you can easily be distracted.

what happens to the people who don't get it:

well they fade to gray,
for a rainy day,
when you have something to say,
but no one to listen,
so you make the move to contact,
the friend you once knew.
who when he knew,
of you and this bliss,
decided to choose,
to close his mind,
instead of open his eyes,
and he didn't try,
to see you for you,
cause he couldn't see past,
your smokey laugh,


people get exiled as secret homes are made with head's held high that others would push down into the dirt.

posted by fillshe @ 10:04 PM