curbdrop out of grace

maybe it was the stick up her ass

i was just watching a video of. and hahah. it's so great, the video. "when i am missing you to death". you actually sang for that part. it's.

it's.

and when i was a kid, even in highschool, i wanted to make a difference in this world. i had big ideas of making the world a better place for the little people. not like ending world hunger. but making big differences in common people who just need it. and i wanted to be a highschool counselor or a psychologist. i wanted to help people.

but somewhere along the way, i stopped caring so much because i was too tired. i was beat down by life for the longest time. i gave up. i just couldn't do it anymore, not to the degree and not with all the heart i hard originally intended.

but now, just thinking and watching and listening and smiling, if i can just make you smile, just make you laugh for the rest of your life in whatever role i'm in, it's enough. i've done it. i made the difference.

you may have misjudged what a meaningful smile you have.

posted by fillshe @ 12:15 AM