curbdrop out of grace: August 2006

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

useless days
of scenes and cakes
mindless plans
misattributed
go awake
on chewed choose made
loose glimpses
when rest is laid

i've always been an addict
i just never met the drugs before

Monday, August 21, 2006

your eyes addictive like colors alive,
what lies afflicted like my mood,
the scars are souviners you hold them dear you brush off dust,
your failure lack of trust you musture luck but lack confidence.

starting to try again for billy

i am the product of misattributed emotion,
i inherited the burden that breathes,
listen to my heart and you won't ask questions,
gotta look away cause it's so hard to see.

you are a reminder of another failed secret,
unstable urges aren't uncommon it seems,
the downward spiral but i fall so spiteful,
if i let go i know you won't follow me.