curbdrop out of grace

whenever i come down

so i went to the (ponder)Rosa today with dbl c and billy and it was marvelous. this occured from 7:30pm - 8:40pm (EST). i broke my own wings record by eating 21 wings (previous record was 19). also note that the personal record always includes me eating additional non-wing food such as mashed pos and rice pilaf.

i'm still fucking full as hell.

this all came after i've discovered that i have gained much weight since college. back in college and most of highschool, i weighed around 136 lbs. now, i weigh around 158. isn't that ridiculous?

i think my hair weighs about 1 lb, in all fairness.

and i feel fat, but i'm not really. i know i was always super scrawny. i don't even know how i could have gained that much though since college. granted i no longer run like 8 miles a day or every other day. but i don't think that would have reduced my wieght by 20 lbs. it's all so puzzling to me.

i was supposed to go to jane's family's game nite tonite but bailed. when i say i was supposed to, i mean i was invited by jane's older sister eriCKa. now i like ericka but i have never considered her to be my friend. she is jane's sister, or even just dawn's sister.

now i feel bad because CK was visiting from las vegas for the holidays and i may or may not get to see her. and i told her i'd go to games nite. but in all honesty, i didn't really ever want to go or plan to go. so i was a no show and she'll probably say something about it next time i hear from her. and i do feel guilty about it because i'm a fucking nutcase. i know i shouldn't care so much, but i still do.

i just don't have that much time. i feel like i'm spread thin, but i mean only when it's the holidays and a ton of people are back in town. i have commitments with a lot of people, most of which i want to see. so it's hard to make time for everyone. i wish my friends came back in stagard fashion. but instead, i'm stuck running around like a chicken with it's cock cut off.

but upnorth is coming real soon and i'm really excited now for it. i don't know why i think it'll be so great but i just do. i just feel a ton of laughs on the horizon. i think dbl c, billy and i (and maybe mayer i guess) will come up a day earlier than everyone else and go up on the 28th, just to dick around.

i cannot find either of my glasses cases which is driving me crazy. fuck the irish.

posted by fillshe @ 5:48 AM